it's just a few days since I last blogged & a lot of stuff has happened. It's too much. 1.I'm grounded 2.Am I really attached or not? 3.I'm enemies with Izwan already I'm grounded as hell and I can't get my monthly money anymore. I'll be getting it everyday instead, starting next week. Two, I'm not sure of things happening between me and Nick, though I know he loves me very much. Three, Sky's pm led me to flaming, replying his pm, on facebook. I was in a fight with my old friend, Adib, our ex-drummer who quit from our band to join Izwan (Sky). But luckily, we still hold our friendship. Except for mine with Sky. We're no longer friends or anything. He's backstabbed us. I thought I was just giving in to allow him to join our band awhile and quit after that. But he took that chance for granted. He wanted a "better" band. He thinks he's so great? His English, an Epic Fail. And doesn't even understand the term "Whammy Harmonics"? W.H. & harmonics are two DIFFERENT things. One uses the whammy bar & do tricks and the harmonics are just that. He's a fucker. Literally one since he's a DAD. Shouldn't have prayed for him. Shouldn't have supported him. Shouldn't have cried with him. I should've let him go to jail instead. Let him face the punishments before he does in the afterlife. Fuck my life. I'm happy to know that Nick takes in consideration but I miss you too much syg. I can't think of anything else. I'm failing in maths. Just passed most of the tests. I'm turning bad. I'm the rebel. I'm the nerd kid who's got influenced by baddies? Maybe. I'm going to start a new blog. I don't care. All these are shit. I hate 2010.