woops , the pictures are too big , I've forgotten to resize them .. Never mind , leave it as it is. Now my band mates are losing trust cause I'm in Izwan's band . Like so what ? I've got another band and you all don't care. I joined FOD and you all made a fuss . Well not all of you , two of you . Yeah you two . The coward ones . You don't want me to join FOD just cause Izwan's your rival ?? This is MY decision , okay ? And you give excuses that you won't let me join FOD cause you guys don't want me to end up being 'hypnotised' and be among the best ? While your excuses are so fake , the real reason is that , you're scared to lose me ! The guitarist ! Cause you know you won't find much of girl guitarists who are also vocalist & who are as good as I am ! Why must it end up like this ?? This life I'm living .. sigh , it's a Mad World . I hope you can mend my broken heart but .. I guess I've enough support from you . Thanks Wan . Well , can somebody please stitch back or put back the broken pieces of my heart ?! I just hope this is the last time I'll break my own heart .