If you're gone, then I don't know what's up next. Well, I'm not your closest friend you think of.. But I care for you so much. I feel what you're feeling. Betrayed by your own family. And yes, I know you deserve a second chance. You will. You'll not get behind bars tomorrow. When there's a will, there's a way Wan. Don't say that you'll be gone. I believe I'll hear from you, I'll miss you so much. I don't want to see you in tears, hear you whining or just give up. I want you happy. Remember our line?

WE love Green Day. WE play the guitar. WE love Billie Joe Armstrong. WE want to hug him. WE rock.

But there's just one thing left in my mind.

Are WE going to see each other again? And are WE going to see Green Day's concert?

We forgive and forget. I am forgiving you ; but you leave me wondering alone. All A-L-O-N-E. Good luck Izwan. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Well today, went to TM with Mahy. Thanks for the mini deck. The skateboard's so cute! :) I can heelflip and ollie on it. But not really kickflip cause it's not wide enough for landing. Then I bought electric guitar cables (INput-OUTput) and strings. Supposed to go take my Squire with Arif but.. he changed plans. So I'll take my Squire back tomorrow. Well, it seems I'm saying thanks to everyone. And in case I don't see Izwan online or in person anymore, I'll have to say thanks to him. For being a good friend. Thanks abang. You're good :) Ya Allah, please give Izwan a second chance. He has regretted it all. He needs the chance. Everyone is giving him. Please forgive him. Amen. -- Seize the day by Avenged Sevenfold. It just reminds me of you.

Seize the day or die regretting the timeyou lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over. Trials in life, questions of us existing here. Don't wanna die alone without you here. Please tell me what we have is real..

So what if I never hold you, or kiss your lips again? So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see, I beg don't leave me.

Ain't that all right? Now you're happy? I'm sad and you're worse. Yes, you were right. Why did you even exist here? Why did I become friends with you and feel for you? I'm sorry for this but I'm in pieces. I'm heartbroken ..